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Belong to Steph' <3
Monday, November 22, 2010 10:39 PM
You Never Know , I'll Wait For You .. Even If It's 10 Years ..



God ! I just love this song ! THEY LOOK SO HOT ! But , I pity them sia , at the end , Jun Su , Taecyeon , Chan Sung and my Nichkhun looks so exhausted .. :( I'M JEALOUS OF THOSE LIVING IN KOREA .. They can go to the recording for Music Bank ! ARGH ! THE FANS SHOUT I ALREADY DAMN JEALOUS LIAO . Especially when 2PM do the wave action ..

OH GOD ! Ytd downloaded Final Fantasy 7 and 10 onto my PSP . I play until eye pain . OH GOD ! I LOVE MY PSP ! <3 <3 <3 2PM I'LL WAIT FOR YOU IN SINGAPORE ! :) RMB TO COME LOOK FOR ME TOO ! KEKE ! ^^ EVEN IF IT'S 10 YEARS I'LL STILL WAIT ! :)

Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
2:38 PM



I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

Sunday, November 21, 2010 3:46 AM

God , these few days I'm so into editing photos and videos . If you wanna edit stuff like all this , look for me ! I'm free anyway , since it's the holiday SEASON .. ==" Anyways , today got a big fight with Xuan Ying . She was kindda rude . But IDC . :) I don't care about all this small stuff .

I miss Mrs Soo .. I miss my 5D and 5D Generation ! TT Life has been hard on me . Baby too . I hope he's doing well . So he's out with his parents while I'm here staring onto Facebook's main page . Bored until going mad . So went to search for U-kiss variety shows . Found 2 : Vampire and Chef's Kiss .

Watch until neck , back pain . I freaking hate it . Anyways , DONGHO IS SO KYOPTA ! <3 Bored bored bored . My mind can only think of this . Never know how to continue my life with this HOLIDAY SEASON here .

I tot November and December's supposed to be the RAINING SEASON ? But TODAY'S WEATHER ALMOST KILLED ME ! ==" Warm like hell . So 3RD of December there's a outing with 5D ! <3 <3 Kallang Kallang ~ ! Ice skating and bowling ! Arcade ! WOOTS ! CAN'T WAIT ! Feel like changing my skin . But seriously I'm lazy to change it ! =="

I wish it will rain today night . Then I will love GOD ! LOLS .. ^^ Kidding larh ! :P I always love god . I love my baby more ! Keke ! ^^ Seriously there's nothing much to add in . Annyeong ! ^^

Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
7:56 PM



I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 5:58 AM

It's getting late , will update tml ! :)

Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
9:59 PM



I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

Saturday, November 13, 2010 5:31 AM

Now hiding at a corner of my cousin's house . Bored like hell . From 3 in the afternoon till now my mum's mahjong kaki still can tahan to sit for so long .. Mahjong kakis are iron .. While me having a back pain , sitting on the floor with nothing to support me from behind ..

Pain forever . My heart more pain .. No you in my life I will die soon ...

Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
9:31 PM



I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

Thursday, November 11, 2010 3:25 AM

I Love 11 November 2010 !! ^^ Today as usual they came . We held hands tightly .. He kiss me ? :D Don't wanna wash my hand and face at all ! Tml he's leaving .. I don't want him to leave .. :( 1 whole week ! I will die without hearing his voice ! Baby , I love you forever ! Take care of yourself when you're in Thailand ..

Anyways , this is what I want to tell the 5D pupils participating in the Talent Show competition tml , ‎5D , do your best tml ! No matter what we do wrong on the dance , it doesn't matter at all . :) What matters is that we finish the 3 minutes + dance , and that's it ! It's over ! WE'RE FREE ~ No more Gee , Oh ! , Lucifer and Time To Love ! If you make a mistake It's alright ! I make mistakes too ! :D

Baby , I love you and of course today , 11 November 2010 , my best day ever ~ :) <3 <3 Take care ! Rmb to msg me early in the morning when you go to the airport !! :)

Byes .. I Love You ..

Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
7:31 PM



I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

Saturday, November 6, 2010 4:59 AM

Okay , so this coming Friday baby leaving SG .. :( He's going over to Thailand for an op .. So he won't be able to see me dance for the Talent Show Competition . I hope the op goes well .. So there's only 6 days left with him .. I will miss him like crazy . So me , Tien Dao , Jia Hui , Jenelle , Tricia , Darius and Ernest is going to dance Supernova's TTL !! Okay , I SWEAR IT'S NOT EASY TO DANCE .. I was reflecting myself in the mirror to see how I dance TTL this afternoon .

I was like 'Mum I feel like quitting !' Actually we wanted to dance 2 songs , but some don't even know KPOP so I was afraid they might not be able to catch up because time is short !! So we canceled SHINee's song .. :( Baby .. I've always wanted to say this , I will stand beside you no matter what happened .. :)

Signing off ,
8:08 PM ,
Vanessa



I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

Monday, November 1, 2010 3:05 AM

Exams are over .. Happy that it is , but the results .. Makes me wanna kill myself .

Maths : 41/100 ( I wasted 9 marks because of careless mistakes )
Overall Grade : Dunno . ^^

English : 56.5/95
Overall Grade : A ( Happy that I got an A )

Mother Tongue : Dunno . ^^
Overall Grade : Dunno . ^^

Science : Dunno . ^^
Overall Grade : Dunno . ^^

Seriously , I hate myself for not checking thoroughly for my maths paper for careless mistakes . I wasted 9 marks just because of careless mistakes and failed the paper . Anyways , It's good that I got an A for English . BUT , it's not confirmed yet , so I cannot be SUCH happy at the moment .. Tired , tired , tired ~ Stomach cramps , stomach cramps , stomach cramps ~ I hate it ! SHIRO ! NAEGA SHIRO ! :(

I really find myself very lousy among all my besties , Tricia , Nico , Audrey and HongYu . They can handle everything themselves like <3 LOVE , FRIENDSHIPS and all sorts .. Although I'm their friend , I don't find myself important to my besties at all . When they are in need of help involving scoldings and all that , they will just tell me , and I will tell my so called bf to them about the problem and he will settle it for us . When I'm in need of help they just ignore me .. I hate it . SHIRO !! ^^

I'm like a soft toy to them . They just throw me aside when I need help . When they need help they carry me around with them .. Is friendship suppose to be like this ? ^^

Signing off ,
6:17 PM ,
Vanessa



I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

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[<3]Ipod nano
[<3]Korean Dictionary
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[<3]Haversacks (max:2/2)
[<3]My own laptop
[<3]Korean bands/singers albums (max:8/8)
[<3]Room full of korean band/drama posters (max:17/8)
[ ]Get a chance to go to Seoul , Korea
[ ]Get a chance to go to any Korean band concert
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