Monday, October 25, 2010 5:49 AM
Ohh .. Interesting ... I'm using iPhone to blog .. Hehe ~ Okay , English paper , it's tml . I've to be relaxed . When ever I go for exams , I will have stomach ache . Nervous seh ... =X Scared sia ... =( I'm wondering why is god giving me and David such a hard life ... I wanna noe the answer ...
Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
8:49 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2010 5:12 AM
Okay , so tml I'm leaving for a trip to Malaysia . :( So , today I've been selected to be an admin in a group on FB . I type until hand pain . :'( Seriously the haze is getting worser and worser . I told my mum it smells like chicken essence . LOLS . I've been trying to learn how to dance Hello and Lucifer dis few days . Exams . It's next week . But seems like IDK . Exams ! THIS TIME IT'S REAL . THE EXAM IT'S A BIG THING TO CARE FOR . IT EFFECTS MY FUTURE ..
Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
8:15 PM
Friday, October 15, 2010 5:53 AM
Raahhhss ! I'm now having schl sick ! Fever ! Flu ! Sore throat , GET LOST ! :'( Missed lessons for 1 day . Dis 1 days it's rly damn precious . The week after next week it's exams alrdy ! Rahs ! Watever larhs . Dunno y I just wanna post dis . =D
I meet you in a chaotic time
Even though I couldn’t understand anything
I become angry at everyone
Telling me to quit because it’s hard
I only show you my foolish side all the time
Even if my body breaks
Even if my heart is torn
The promise to love you
That promise will eternally be the same thing
Nothing can stop me from loving you
The reason why I breathe is you
The reason why I sing is you
The reason why I live on is you
Why is it that the people beside you when it’s good
Leave one by one without looking back when it’s bad?
Like glass, a human’s heart is so weak
A heart hurts so much from the little things
Let’s not be like that
Even if we hate it, even if it hurts
The promise to be by your side
That promise will eternally be the same thing
Nothing can stop me from loving you
The reason why I run is you
The reason why I dance is you
The reason why I live on is you
Years will come and years will go
The good days and even the bad days
I’m yours
When I’m happy
I’m yours
When I’m sad
I’m yours
I’m not just saying that
I’m yours
I’m trying to show you
I’m trying to show you, baby
Something like that might not happen
But even if your heart changes and you leave me
Do you know that I won’t be able to forget you?
Cause I love you
The reason why I sing
It’s you
My every reason is you
So rmb , everything
It's about you ..
=)
Signing off,
Vanessa,
8:58 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 4:02 AM
Rah ! I just completely lost my voice . And seriously , I hate losing my voice . My voice now sucks . Hopefully tml it will be btr . =)
Monday, October 11, 2010 12:48 AM
Woot , woots ~ Had fun time wif Kenneth and Hongsheng when they came to my house . But I did not let them in . LOLS =X ^^ . It all started when Hs called me up and said ' Kenneth at my house leh , I let you hear his voice . ' Then I said ' You not at home lah , your house number and dis number ur using not the same lehs . ' Then he said his house got third number . I still stupid stupid say ' Orhhh . Understand liao . '
After about , 6 mins ? Yea , they came up to my house and Hs stompped his feet . I was watching TV so I said . ' 你看我知道你不在家 。 不用谝我的 。' Muahahaha . ;) I was afraid of roaches and lizards so Hs purposely said ' Eh Kenneth , come we go downstair buy cockroach scare Vanessa . ' So I said , 'Ehhhhh , dun make me lah . ' LMAO . ^^ They rly went down and came up agn . I said , ' Ehh , 我怕 leh , 不要弄我 leh . ' ROFL .
Then they take out something and stick it onto my house wooden door . Then I ' ARGH , WAT'S DAT ?! ' Then they take and threw into my house I argh until throat pain le . =( Still playing and chatting wif them was fun . =D Afterwards , David rang me up and told me dat he's gonna come over to my house to pass me smth .
So I said okay . He came up after 15 mins and passed me the ' Couple keychain ' dat he bought like days ago ? Or weeks , I dunno . I just rmb dat he promised to pass me dat . =) Oso he bought a necklace ? Yea , I like . But not as much as the one dat Hs bought me , of cos . =) Thnks anyway , Vanessa XwannadragyoutohellX rly appreciate all dat . =D
Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
4:01 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2010 1:56 AM
Camp i love you ! I wanna go back there and have more fun . :'( I miss Eka , Mel , Mayor , Syaz , Faris , Chief Wayne , Dewi , Edwin , Pauline , Zeek , Ayu ! I MISS ALL OF THEM .
Camp is fun because of the instructors jokes .
All of us miss you guys . Instructor
Mel , you're cool ! Instructor
Eka , I love you !
Love you all ! <3 <3
Oso we enjoyed ourselves at the camp site .
Thanks for taking care of us ! <3 <3 <3 Especially Eka , Mel and Syaz who took care of me .
I miss you guys . :'( I miss the airplane clap , auntie lucy clap , butterfly clap . Actually I miss all the claps , songs and everything dat you guys tot us . I wanna go back . CAMELOT THE BEST !
Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
5:04 PM
Monday, October 4, 2010 4:04 AM
When you turned away coldly , time seemed to stopped for a moment . Inside my blank mind ... I have to hold onto you . No , I have to let you go . I can't forget you who's already forgotten and moved on , I cried . Let it be , I don't understand myself .No matter how much I think about it , I think forgetting you will be very hard . I think I won't be able to forget . As time goes by , as it passes by little by little , the more I .. I'll erase , your spot is gone now . There's no place for you to come back . If you come back to me , I'll go further away . Now can you move aside ? I'll throw you away . I think I'll seriously go insane .I Can't Untie My Tangled Thoughts About You . Wat Can I Blame To Get At Least A Bit Of Comfort ? Is Deep Love A Crime ? I'll Let It Be .. Huh .. I Don't Understand Myself .
I'm Getting Tired Of Waiting , You Know ? Do You Still Rmb Me ? Even As A Day Passes , I Can't Forget You . Even If A Month Passes , I Can't Let You Go . Do You Know Dat My Heart Still Wants You ? I Get Tired And Crazy As I Wait For You . Every Single Day , Each Day Feels Like A Year . It Feels Like You'll Come Back An...y Second . It Feels Like I'll See You Again When I Turn Around ... But Still I Endure It , In Case You Come Back . I'm Still Waiting For You .
Why ? I'm Suffering Like This , It's Chaos Inside My Head , I Can't Stand It . I'm Not The One Who Cry Over You , You're Not The One To Leave Because Of Me . How Did I Come To Suffer Like Dis ? How ? It's So Hard For Me Right Now . Even If It's For A Year , I'm Going To Wait . Even If It's For Ten Years , I Will Still ...Wait . Even If I Get Tired After Waiting , It's Okay ..
Signing off,
Vanessa,
7:08 PM
Saturday, October 2, 2010 2:07 AM
David , ppl change crushes every time . You like Hy , i dun mind . Ur not sry . =) Although i'm sad dat u liked her , i dun mind u not loving me anymore . Go love her ba . I dun wanna interfere ur life le . I dun wan you to spend so much money on me . If you rly wanna love Hy instead of me , tell me . I'm not gonna be angry or wat so ever , I'm just gonna tell u something .
" Win her heart , treat her nicely like how you treat me back in those days . Capture her heart b4 it's too late . I wish you guys have a happy ending . =D "
Wishing you good luck . Not dat I'm trynna abandoned you aside now . I'm still gonna share ur pain wif mine , I will still love u as ever , I will rmb wat u did just for me . Some times promises are meant to be broken . Rmb dat . =) Hope dat Hy will accept ur love . Rmb to cherish Hy , she's way much btr then me . I'm 100 times lousier then her . I can't meet up to her standard . Ur rite dat u loved her again .
But let me tell you , if u decided to leave me , dun regret it . Just love Hy for the rest of ur life . We will still contact each other , of cos . Best frens forever as b4 . =D
Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
5:14 PM
12:20 AM
Darling bought a bracelet for me on Thursday , i like . David bought photo frame ? I think and an ice - cream cup . =D I've been like very cautious about it , i dun even let my sis touch them . Stressed out ! Argh ~ I can't resist the bracelet and of cos Jjong's aegyo ! Hehe ~ My younger sis is like holding onto my mum's iPhone 4 tightly , she dun even let me play wif it .
Signing off ,
Vanessa ,
3:34 PM
