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Friday, September 24, 2010 10:50 PM

Things completely changed in my life when you guys appeared in my life . Things were fine when I dunno you guys, but it changed when i noe u guys. My life changed. Things have not been going well for me dis few months cos' of you guys. I noe u guys care for me. But do you have to go to the extend where you fight wif each other, quarrel wif each other, buy lollipops for me to steal my heart? I noe everything. You and me quarreled ytd. I was rashed, I was damn sry for wat i did.

I just have to tell you something. 'Cherish the chances that I gave you. Don't lose it. Don't come crying to me one day for my forgiveness.. I love you, but I can't be always giving you chances when you do something wrong. Don't do it twice, It hurts me, It hurts my heart. I feel like your cheating on my feelings and playing around with me. Sorry does not cure my broken heart. Once is enough for me...'

Dis is for your own good and of cos my own good too. Another thing for you. 'Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak… Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go..'

I wanted to let go of you cos' you suffered alot when ur wif me. I dun wan you to suffer for me. Things have not been going smoothly for the 2 of us. We can't continue. You said dat you rly love me and you only have me in your heart. But I was wondering if wat you said was true. I noe I shud trust you, but..

You said you dun wanna lose me. Me too. But for our own good, I said the 3 words, 'Let's Break Up.' I dun wanna say dat 3 words but seems like I have no choice but to say it. Did I break your heart? I'm sry if I did. Am I in the wrong? I dun think so. But if you think i'm in the wrong, I can't control you and tell you it's u who is in the wrong. I'm sad over wat have happened ytd.

I forced myself to run even though i hurt my leg. I forced myself not to cry to make myself more uncomfortable. I forced myself to look for a penknife but i can't find it. I noe wat I have done is very stupid and foolish. 可是为了你我什么都愿意做。。。我爱你。。。我不想伤害你所以提出分手。对不起。 I'm crying non-stop. I dunno y...

Signing off,
Vanessa,
2:03 PM

I changed ever since I know you . I became a person who is stupid . I became foolish . All because of you , I changed . I cry because of you , and realized that even if I cry , nobody cares . <3

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